along the way, it has become a journal of sorts for me personally and i am only now beginning to acknowlede this. i have written in a journal- many, in fact- for the past 4 or 5 years. it has proven to be an excellent outlet for me, a place to open up, to unleash all that remains inaudible and silent and a storage unit for feelings i do not necessarily care to share.
i know this about myself. i have come to understand my journaling cycles and habits over this span of time.
it should not be surprising to me, then, that i have come to a point in time with this blog- ostensibly a blog, but more accurately a public journal- where i just don't have the words to write about what i am feeling and all that i am doing. this happens in my personal journaling as well, with periods of weeks filling gaps in entries.
the only difference, now, is that i have allowed myself to enter a space where an audience is present and my quirky and silly writing nuances, while clear in my head, aren't so clear to those outside of the swirling madness inside of me.
i have so much i could be writing about- a new school schedule that allows me time to sleep in every morning, stories of success with certain students and frustrations with others, elaborations on adventures and experiences traveling in london and istanbul, progress on my marathon training... =)
but, at the moment, i am not going to write about any of it. i offer this merely to tell you to hang in there, to return in a little while because my inconsistent journaling tendencies are bound to pick back up again sooner or later. the low swing of the winter and the foggy landscape of everything around this little world of mine has left me only with quiet introspection for now.
it seems logical that i will resurface soon and i hope i do. so much of this experience is the part of sharing it with people. i will continue to share it just as soon as i can.
and, finally, a few photos. there always is space and time for photos.
1 comment:
Congratulations on sleeping in. Our entire blogging network seems to be on winter break. And you're right that it's not really for lack of anything to write about, just something else.
Post a Comment