a little different

i had a(n):

lovely
peaceful
sunny
accomplished
contemplative
detached
harmonious
quiet
genuine
smooth
exciting
different

day today.

and
for the first time
(in a long time),
i am at peace
with where i am here
with where i am in my own mind
in my own heart.

blissfully,
perfectly,
graciously,
quietly
content.

progress is slow,
excruciating,
exquisite,
unrelenting,
transformative,

but

once in a while
days like today
come along and
make it all worth the struggle.

=)